I thought I was going to start to write more, but I have to not be on the internet as much at work. The main reason is that I have so much work to do, funny huh. I guess that is why I'm there. My solution will be coming soon; I hope that I will be able to get a home computer next week. Since my apartment was robbed in February I have had to do all my stuff on my work laptop. I don't really care to have all of my personal things on there anyway.

And the drama with this chick at work really hasn't stopped. I've been trying to be the bigger person, but sometimes she really gets to me. And the icing on the cake is she sent an email to one of our managers telling him with out using my name that the reason why she's been so stressed is because she had to take on some of my work, and just to add fuel I'm always on the internet. I'm pissed not because she said that I was always on the internet, because I am, but I get all of my work done, but because in the way she worded it was like she was doing my work for me. And she gave him the same example of her making copies for me. Big whoop! She is below me that will always be her job before mine.

Again this has made me continue to think of what kind of person that I am and how do I treat other people. Do I deserve what I am getting? My answer is always no. I am a very easy person to get along with and if anything I am cordial. Oh no, not her. She's for ever giving me attitude and saying snide remarks.

I just found out about the email yesterday, but it was sent maybe a month ago. And all I can think of now is there is nothing I can do but just be myself. She will never like me and frankly I don't care. I just know she better not ever catch me on the street with that attitude because it won't be pretty. I'm definitely not a violent person, but she makes me want to get at her.

It's Friday night and I just want to erase this week away and start fresh. And on the diet front…don't ask…lol.