I love receiving attention from guys. I know I am not suppose to hinge my feelings on what other people think, but when it's what you want to hear it feels sooooo good. On Thursday, this older gentlemen from my building, we talk for a minute every time we see each other, he saw me on the street. The first thing he says is "Hi, it's good to see you" and then, "you've lost a lot of weight". Normally I would hate comments like this because most of the time I don't think they are not true. But this time all I could do is smile.
Friday night I went to a get together for a friend of mine that is leaving the firm. And the first thing he says when he sees my is "wow, you've lost weight". Of course I was cheesing again. And he mentions it again as the evening moved on. My head is soo big right now. And of course it's more because I kinda like him.
And then one of the other guys that I knew who had expressed earlier in the week how beautiful he though I was, walked me to the train afterwards and attempted to put the moves on me, but I wasn't that drunk. I kindly declined, but just the thought that he was interested for the moment excited me. I'm actually meeting up with him tonight.
And to top the weekend off. I tried on clothes and I am officially a size 14. wooo hooo. And a skirt I tried on in a 14 was too big, so I bought the 12. I was singing and dancing all the way home...lol. I woke up this morning with a smile on my face, because I just felt good.
I accepted to meet up with this guy after work just because I need practice with going out. I haven't dated much and I always make a bigger deal out of thing then they are. So instead of thinking of all the things about him that doesn't fit into my perfect person, I am just going to enjoy someone elses company. Because the way I approach situations in my head, you think that I was planning on marrying every guy I meet, and point out all they things that would go wrong. Yeah I know I'm crazy. I can't help it. I have more to talk about but I'll save it for tomorrow's post.
