I think my body had declared war on me. I have gone back to counting calories to give myself a better prospective of what I am eating. Needless to say my body doesn't like the decrease. I was so sick yesterday that I had to make sure I had a plastic bag with me in the car on my way home from work and when I got home I couldn't even sit up to watch TV. So, I went to bed with a trash can in front of me. I thought it was the lunch I ate yesterday, but I realized it wasn't. I went to sleep ok but I was so tried that I didn't even remember hitting the snooze button twice on my alarm clock, which means I didn't make it to the gym.

I got up and made myself a good breakfast this morning and had my mid morning snack. Then lunch comes and I'm suddenly ravenous. I'm getting the sick feeling again. I ate the soup with the intention of eating the sandwich in a couple of hours but that just might not happen. My body is saying feed me like the little shop of horrors plant…lol.

Hopefully the day will get better. On another thought, have you ever realized that the high school mentality never really goes away even in an office full of adults? Lets just say some comments were made the other day and I felt like I was in high/middle school all over again. And the little clicks drive me crazy.

The newest thing is my so called being anti-social because I don't go to lunch with everyone everyday. Going to the same unhealthy places day after day really isn't helping me and half of the time I just want to do something on my own. We are spending 12 hours a day at work. Let just say I think that is more than enough bonding time. That and the conversations have gone way off of the appropriate for work chart. And since that telling of my business thing that happened last year I don't trust any of these people.

In a way I feel a little sad about it because I want to get along with everyone at work, which I do, but the harder realization is that these people aren't my friends and never will be. They are co-workers, which means I need to develop my social life outside of work. This has always been a problem but it would eventually work its way out. But in the last 2 years it hasn't. Another thought to ponder on.

Good Luck everyone on the rest of the week.