Yes I know that is has been a minute, but I have nothing but great news to report. Let's start with my weight on Wednesday, November 22, I weighed in at 176.2 lbs. A new all time low! I guess I can't keep saying that because every loss now will be an all time low. That is good news part one, part two is that I have made another milestone.
On Wednesday my sister and I went shopping and I grabbed a bunch of size 12's to see how close I was to fitting into them. And guess what? They actually fit. Not only did they fit but I tried on 12's in different styles, pants and jeans, as well as in different stores. So it's official I am a size 12! I didn't try anything on at the end of October but I was going by measurements. I didn't think I was close. But now I know that wasn't is not true. I didn't try anything on at the GAP so that will be my last confirmation, but I know that there should be no troubles there either.
The crappy part is me with having to have everything perfect. I forgot to take my measurements on Wednesday, so I have to wait until I get back down to my new low before I can take them. Silly I know. Oh did I fail to mention that I've gained a little over the last few days. Well let me back that up. Coming home for Thanksgiving has been wonderful except the over indulging in food. I told myself just to have a taste of everything that included sweets, but that's not what has been actually happening. I love food! I can't help it.
I've worked out once so far, hopefully I can get a couple more in before I leave to mitigate some of the damage. Dee asked me about pictures and I didn't think I wanted to show them because I didn't see that much of a difference. I had started posing in a silver bikini, but I'm not ready to show those, but I will show you the old bathing suit. You can see some difference, but I feel like I am becoming a smaller fat me. Okay I know that's a lie because I feel stronger and when I look in the mirror I see that I am smaller.
Okay, I really only started seeing it since I came home. My sister says that I have some sort of body image disorder. In a way I know I do. Because certain things I know and think in my head just don't match. For instance me saying that I am still fat and have a lot more work to do when I can where a size 12. See that simply doesn't match.
So here are the new pictures. Yes I know that is has been a minute, but I have nothing but great news to report. Let's start with my weight on Wednesday, November 22, I weighed in at 176.2 lbs. A new all time low! I guess I can't keep saying that because every loss now will be an all time low. That is good news part one, part two is that I have made another milestone.
On Wednesday my sister and I went shopping and I grabbed a bunch of size 12's to see how close I was to fitting into them. And guess what? They actually fit. Not only did they fit but I tried on 12's in different styles, pants and jeans, as well as in different stores. So it's official I am a size 12! I didn't try anything on at the end of October but I was going by measurements. I didn't think I was close. But now I know that wasn't is not true. I didn't try anything on at the GAP so that will be my last confirmation, but I know that there should be no troubles there either.
The crappy part is me with having to have everything perfect. I forgot to take my measurements on Wednesday, so I have to wait until I get back down to my new low before I can take them. Silly I know. Oh did I fail to mention that I've gained a little over the last few days. Well let me back that up. Coming home for Thanksgiving has been wonderful except the over indulging in food. I told myself just to have a taste of everything that included sweets, but that's not what has been actually happening. I love food! I can't help it.
I've worked out once so far, hopefully I can get a couple more in before I leave to mitigate some of the damage. Dee asked me about pictures and I didn't think I wanted to show them because I didn't see that much of a difference. I had started posing in a silver bikini, but I'm not ready to show those, but I will show you the old bathing suit. You can see some difference, but I feel like I am becoming a smaller fat me. Okay I know that's a lie because I feel stronger and when I look in the mirror I see that I am smaller.
Okay, I really only started seeing it since I came home. My sister says that I have some sort of body image disorder. In a way I know I do. Because certain things I know and think in my head just don't match. For instance me saying that I am still fat and have a lot more work to do when I can where a size 12. See that simply doesn't match.
So there are new pictures on my
pictures page. You can make the comparison to old pictures there.
