Well I thought blogger was no longer blocked at my job, but it is. I've been meaning to come home and learn how to post from email, but I keep forgetting. I really don't want to be on these things after work. Maybe that's what I'll do weekly Saturday morning weigh ins and posts.

Well where am I in terms of weight I am all the way back at the beginning, meaning high school. After high school I was able to control more of the things that I did and had the freedom of being away from home and being able to learn about myself without harsh criticisms. Meaning my family. My husband says that they don't mean any harm but then again he understands where I get my bluntness from.

Anywho, This month so far I've gone to the gym 9 times. I know that it doesn't seem like much but it helps when your trying to motivate yourself. The eating hasn't been okay, but I'm trying to handle that now.

Yesterday was the start of lent and my church prescribes a semi fast for the 40 days. I call it semi because we don't fully give up food at any point unless you are lead to do so, but you do give up sweets, fast/junk food, and red meats and scavenger fish. My sister said last year that "That's not a fast, that's a diet"...lol. I kind of agree, but I get the point it is to help purify the body like a fast, but that's not all you are suppose to pray more during the fast as well as read and study the bible more. They even put out chapters in the bible to read everyday during the fast. I'm already behind in the reading because I can't find my paper. I'll have to get a new one and catch up over the weekend.

Even though I am not suppose to view it as a diet I can use it to reap the benefits. I've already gone to the gym 3 days this week and I plan to finish out the week strong by going tomorrow and Saturday.

I leave for another state on Sunday for my job, but I'm not worried. I know how to make better choices food wise and I've been there before so I know that the hotel has an awesome gym that I just have to utilize.

I told my trainer that I want to go back to boxing because I enjoyed it. He tells me it's for people with more stamina and who comes to the gym regularly. I asked him if I come to the gym for the next three weeks can we do it and he said he'll think about. I don't know I'm not feeling him any more. I don't know if he doesn't care or I just need to move on to planning my own workouts again. I miss lifting heavy weight and being about to chart my progress. With him we do so many different things that I don't know. That and his attitude was stank this week, he can be moody like a woman sometimes...lol.

Here's to staying positive and moving forward and learning how to post from email...lol. Later peeps.