That's what I've been on for the past few weeks. My life just craves structure and I haven't been giving myself it. In a way it has been good and bad as it gives me a time to relax and put my focus on other things and to really evaluate what I have been doing.
One thing I have been doing is trying to revamp my diet. I bought this book on the recommendation of one of my favorite bloggers. I was all pumped, but I don't think I am ready for that type of commitment. The program is Precision Nutrition
. It requires you to eat a lot of veggies, which I should be doing any way. I guess I am to fixated on what I will be missing and what I can't have to see how this would me something very great for me. The program says that I need to start today, but I keep doing I'll start on Monday.
The very vain part of me has posed another issue. I just got my hair done. The cut is cute, it's flowy and is holding a curl (only a slight one in this heat, but acceptable). Because I want it to stay cute I don't want to go to the gym and sweat it all out because that is what my hair does. It's not fair. Why can't I have hair like white people where you can was and wear, leave the house wet...lol.
Okay I'll be happy with what I got.
In other areas, I have made it to church for three weekends in a row. And I am glad that I went. This week they are having various activities at night starting Tuesday where they have invited various famous preachers and singers. And I am actually going to make the effort to go. I miss doing stuff like that at church. I like being around like minded people who help to keep me in order.
Overall things haven't been going too bad except for my eating. I'll pull it together soon. Weight right now 183.2lbs. Not horrible gains, but I was so close to goal.