Most people have today off from work, do we? Of course not! It's like the audit will never end if we take a day off. If they really knew how much I actually get accomplished in a day they would think twice. That is not true I am an extremely hard worker.

I love the weekends that I get to go home to visit, but I dread them at the same time. I get to see all the people I miss while they try to fatten me up with their cooking and going out to eat. And since I don't have my own car and am no longer on my mother's insurance I have to be chauffeured around so going to the gym might not happen unless I can convince my sister to go. I guess I have to become resourceful and do things around the house.

Do you know what is really funny? I think I am afraid of what is to come on my weight loss journey because I am entering uncharted territory. The lowest I ever gotten to was 195 and I getting close. I almost can't believe that I can get that low. But the other side of me is setting goals that I always thought was impossible. Like on my progress page I have my self getting sizes sizes and weights I never thought possible.

I remember telling my sister what my goals were a long time ago and she told me that I could never get any lower than a size 12 at best, so I should aim for a 14 or that I shouldn't go lower than 175lbs. That kinda hurt my feelings because according to most charts that is still considered fat, which meant I would be fat for the rest of my life.

Now that I am getting close to that goal I know I can get past it. I just have to crack the whip a little more.