Well I did it, I updated my stats on the side and my ticker on the bottom of the page. I was something that I really didn't want to do, but because I want to be honest with my self and I guess the world I had to do it.

My other reality shock was trying on the jeans that I already own. Non of them fit. Just because I though that it wouldn't be a struggle to put a pair of size 18s on I grabbed them to wear expecting them to be big. Not! They fit perfectly, am I a sized 18 again! Who new, just six months ago I was boasting that I could fit into size 12s, well look at me now.

This is just another motivating factor, one to see the tickers go below 200 lbs., and two to be able to fit into my clothes without looking like a blob.