Great for the mind, bad for my weight. I enjoyed myself this weekend, but it reminds me that after a while even family get on your nerves after awhile no matter how distant a cousin they are.

My weight, not looking good, my weight is not 206.8lbs. It's up because, well I ate completely horrible, but it tasted so good. That and I didn't sleep very much, for some reason I just couldn't stay asleep every night. This is weird for me because I can sleep any where.

There were so many food recipes that I wanted, but if I had them, my weight would have no choice but to continue to go up.

So what is the plan now? I really don't have one. I need it, but my thought is what is the point in trying now when I am going on vacation again next week and this time it is just my and my boyfriend.

I know I know, I can do something now to reduce the current gain so it won't be so bad after vacation. J wants to see me in all of my bathing suits, even the bikinis. Well I only wore them in the Dominican Republic, because most people on the beach looked a mess, so I fit right in...lol.

I'm trying today, to make better choices. I'll be in the gym tomorrow.