This has been my attitude lately. For the past three day’s I have made it to the gym in the morning like I haven’t taken two whole weeks off. My body sure can tell the difference though. Do you know what is really sad? My calves seriously hurt and it is only from walking to and from work on Monday. I guess I did realized 1, how much you really walk in NYC and 2, how fast your body can take a step back in your progress.

Eating is okay during the day. It’s the nights that are the problem. I didn’t cook and I brought food home from my mom’s house which is of course full of carbs and definitely doesn’t skimp on the fat…lol. Love ya Mommy! I even passed up peach cobbler. I should have just added it to the pile. Ok the real reason is that I planned on making my own this weekend. But I don’t know because I have some old bread in there that would be perfect for making bread pudding. Both bad, but we shall see.

My mom hates when I say that I am turning into her, I guess because I say it with a bad connotation to it. Hey it’s her fault why I feel like I have to have dessert after dinner…lol. Ok I probably should blame my grandmother because she started it, she use to make all desserts from scratch and she would make more than one at a time. People don’t have that kind of time or patients anymore.

I guess my indulging in sweets is the reason why I have accepted only loosing on average a pound a week. I guess I have to tighten up if I want to do more