As of this morning I am back at my all time low 182.8lbs. The depressing part is (yeah, I know, always looking at the negatives) it took me 50% more time to loose the additional weight as it took me to take it off. And then I think, just imagine where I could have been.

Ok enough negative thoughts. Morphing into positive mode, today for the next three weeks I am starting my "ABSolute Challenge". I must complete at least 9 abdominal workouts over the next 3 weeks. I am willing myself to do this because I have been seriously neglecting my abs. When I look at before pictures and how much smaller I look, I realize that it is my abs that are different. Last year I was working on my abs even more than I did a regular weight routine.

So now I am ready to make that change. Hopefully I can make it stick and keep it in my routine. I think my biggest challenge is me in my own head. When I think about what I use to do with the trainer I think that I will look silly because the mat area is in the center of everything and the movements look a little funny to me or I need a partner. So, until I get comfortable enough with myself I will be doing the workouts in my apartment.

I know I have been saying that I am going to change my blog layout and I finally started it. I just have to put the finishing touches on it. Hopefully, people will like it, if not, at least I will.