For the past couple of weeks my co-workers have been telling me that they didn’t realized that I could talk so much and not run out of things to say, but when it comes to blogging it seems like I don’t have enough to say. I would love it if I could write something everyday, but I don’t think my life is that interesting. I work and eat, I exercise and sleep and every now and then I do something different that may be interesting to someone other than myself.
Anywho, I couldn’t help, but notice how great I have been feeling lately. Not just on the inside, but with how I think I look on the outside as well. Yeah the scale hasn’t changed much over the past few weeks, but I think I look damn good. I think the difference between my mindset now and the mindset I had maybe a month ago and a few pounds heavier is what I see when I look in the mirror. Now I’m looking at all of the positive changes that my body has made along my entire journey and not at all the work I still have left to do. I guess you can call it acknowledging my accomplishments.
I guess I have the same problem when it comes to work too. I don’t recognize all that I have learned here and accomplished. I am so afraid next year that when it comes time for promotions that I won’t be promoted. My job is the up or out type of deal and everyone will know which one it was for you even if you leave before the promotion because you will still be named as being promoted. I must not think about all of that now. I have to concentrate on being the best me.
Promotions are so stressful - I always hoped all the "getting good grades" ended in college and was shocked to find out that it would go on for the rest of my life.